photos by nina
to be honest, i really dislike writing. i can never put my feelings into words and it always sounds so so awkward. i can't even keep a diary - writing it (not even the looking back part) makes me cringe so badly. photos are always collecting dust in my draft posts and accompanying stories expire because i procrastinate from writing blog entries for so long. bbbut, im writing this at 10:41pm - immediacy of event!! - because good news has come and i feel like these are the times that i should be blogging!! being more authentic and real on my blog is something i think about a lot, but i think ill save that for another post (if i ever get to writing it lol).
to be honest, i really dislike writing. i can never put my feelings into words and it always sounds so so awkward. i can't even keep a diary - writing it (not even the looking back part) makes me cringe so badly. photos are always collecting dust in my draft posts and accompanying stories expire because i procrastinate from writing blog entries for so long. bbbut, im writing this at 10:41pm - immediacy of event!! - because good news has come and i feel like these are the times that i should be blogging!! being more authentic and real on my blog is something i think about a lot, but i think ill save that for another post (if i ever get to writing it lol).
anyways, i can't exactly say right now what the good news is (dont jinx it!!) but hopefully plans become spectacular realities real soooon. it might seem a little lame but year 12 is coming reallly quickly and i guess i will need things like this to motivate me throughout hahah.
well, a little anticlimactic since i still wanna keep this my little secret for now. hope i can share happy cute stuff in the near future! holidays are treating me nicely, hope you are also having a lovely time.
正直に言うと、文章を書くのが苦手。自分が思っていることをうまく表現できなくて、日本語にするとそれがもっと難しくなる。文章を書くとセリフみたいになっちゃって、堅苦しく感じることも多い。自分しか読まないのに、日記を書くのもなんとなく恥ずかしいぃ。そんな感じで、写真だけず〜っとブログの下書きフォルダにたまっちゃう。ブログを読む人もあんまりいないのに、誰かと話しているように書くのもちょっと馬鹿らしく感じることもあるしね…
でも、今日はなんか書きたい気分。今の気持ちで書きたい！っていう感じかな。いいことがあったの！詳しくは今は話せないけど、うまくいくといいなぁ〜 すごく楽しみになっちゃうけど、あんまり期待するとうまくいかないかもしれないから、落ち着こう落ち着こう。読んでいる君にもとってもいいことが起きると願っている！（毎回、お洋服の話がうまくできない）
top, comme ça du mode (mum's) / jeans, muji / jacket, portmans / shoes, nike
Karen ♥
